today i decided to forgive, & today i got the closure that i’ve been seeking for months. it’s an indescribable feeling. feeling rejuvenated in a sense… like, i got ME back. see, i lost myself in that situation. i was constantly trying to prove myself and my feelings. i gave every piece of me, & expected nothing in return. & i got just that, NOTHING, in return. i loved foolishly. everything happened SO FAST. i tried to revive it. i just knew love would be enough. it wasn’t. i just knew that was “it.” it wasn’t. i got a chance to see myself at my lowest, weakest & most vulnerable. dark. lonely. cold. i never wish to revisit that place. brokenhearted. i guess I can say i got a chance to stay at the infamous Heartbreak Hotel that i’ve heard so much about.. today, i checked out tho.. & i left all the baggage that i came with. i’m starting fresh. lesson(s) learned. i haven’t given up. LOVE.